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Hitting rock bottom

All work and no play makes Jane a dull girl. But it makes Anne hit rock bottom.

I'm like a zombie, with no energy to smile or cry. My last jet lag took over my life for a week. I'm still having trouble sleeping.

More and more I believe that life is about achieving and maintaining a balance. Don't ever overdo it. My father has been telling me this for years now. Don't overeat. Don't overwork. But I still treat everything I do as a sprint, not a marathon where I take breaks for water.

And like sprinter, at the end of a race, I collapse on my face. I hesitate to start my next sprint because I know I will hit rock bottom again.

17 February 2002 Sunday